Not so good

There will be good days and bad days.  I started back on my anti-depressants on Saturday.  I did pretty good yesterday.  This morning, not so good.  I just want to crawl into a shell and hide.  The feelings could be a lot worse, but I don't like them.  I won't 'play' with my medication and think I am 'healed' again.  I didn't think I was 'playing'.  Maybe it was actually seeing Gary last night when he dropped of Dylan that put me into a tail spin.  I am going to have to over come those times....even though they happen infrequently.  I'm not able to shake this sinus infection as much as I wanted to as well.  I just don't want to go to work.  I'm going to stay home, ill (mental and physical).